she'll be back.

fuck lahh !
what the heck is wrong with me !

faaaraaaahhhhh !
dy da bwat kao mcm tu pon kao nak cair dkat dy lagiii ?
its not worthit okayy !

damn it laa.
i thought yeah,, maybe we can be friends.
dah lame kott. xkan x ready2 lagii.

but everytime we speak on the phone,,
all those memories ive tried so had to get rid off
comes haunting back.

and fuck yess,, i miss her.

and now,, i just dont know what to do anymore.
i somehow still want you in my life.

its stupid,, i know.

maybe its best that we dont contact each other.
for the time being.
until im strong enough.

you didnt contact me today.
i wish you did.

but im glad you didnt.

STOP FUCKING WITH MY HEAD LAHHHH !