metamorphosis.

do you think its impossible to turn your life around ?
when what you have now is soooooo good ?
well,, im gonna try.
one of my friends,, made me realize it.
she's young. 18. younger than me.
but i gotta admit,, wiser than me.
much wiser.

she could survive,, living with rm50 per week.
50 hengget bhai. dkat kJ tuu.
mcm mane nak hidop !
im amazed.
really i am.
nak buat mcm tuu jgak.
but not 50 laaa.
mcm impossible. imma do 100 per week.
i'll try.
yg laen simpan. agak2 ckop tak ea ?
almost half of what im spending now.

haihhhh.
dgan rokok lagi naek harga.
FUCKHHHH. i hate budget 2010.
apesal taknak naekkan 50 hengget je sekotak kannnn ! sheesh.
therefore,, dah beli 1 carton siap2 dkat jB nie.
ngeee.

okay.
no more pool after class !
REALLY ! NO MORE !
alaaaa. :(
but that's the price i gotta pay la kann.
well maybe once a week okay kot.
heh.
then,,
takde dah nak berjoli sane sini okay.
imma buy things that i need. only what i NEED.

so,, cume perlu risao topup and makan.
i'll manage,, i think.
lepaq-ing will be reduced to once every 2 days.
SHITTT. ni yg susa. but kne cuba.

NO MORE GETTING STONED !
heh.

the rest for transportation.
okay kot.
haaa. wish me luck ya'll.

spending time here in jB this weekend made me realize.
mama sent me there to study.
that's the main point.
but somehow i drifted.
taknak la ape jd dkat uitm dlu jd blek.
almost bhai.
so,, i gotta do something about it.
im not gonna disappoint her. not again.

imma hit the shower,, then off to bed.
early start tmorrow. nak blek kL pagi.
rabu dah ade quiz,, tak reti2 nak study kann.
smp chap 6 plak.
haha. buku ttgal.

so,, till then.
xoxo.