nymphetamine.

so here i am.
in jB.
back for the weekend. and i have no kitchen class on teusday,,
so i might as well stay till then.
mcm tak biase skip class kan. haha. so,,
im skipping monday class.
obviously,, since im here,,
didnt get a chance to attend the halloween party.
sheesh.
whatever though. those days are gone.

last year's halloween party was awesome though.
celebrated at purebar. with 'her' of course.
pfft.
this year,, jd budak baek. okay ?
haha. sumpah tak boley blaa.

but yeaaa,, im planning to quit clubbin and drinking.
drinking basicly.
afterall,, i've been sober for five whole months. HURRAH !
=)

slowly laa. slowly getting rid of these bad habbits.
nak stop get stoned plak. ble ntah. soon lahh. kot. kannn ?
haha.
turning 21 soon. gotta turn my life around.
rase mcm dah tua ow.
no more fooling around nie.
epiphony. i think i got an epihony. ;)
ngeeeee. teringat homer simpson. HAHA !

skarang tgah addicted to this song.
nymphetamine by cradle of filth.
whoa3. not like im into heavy metal now.
just this one song.
the lyrics are quite hard to interpret,, but from what i understand.
its actually a love song.
nymph - a beautiful goddess,, and amphetamine - a type of drug.
the song tells the story about how the guy is so addicted to the girl.
and how the girl reminiscence their time spent together.
i simply cant get enuff of the song !

" bared on your tomb,,
im a prayer of your loneliness.
and would you ever soon come above unto me ?
for once upon a time,, from the binds of your loneliness.
i could always find the right slot of your sacred key. "

xD xD xD xD xD

so,,
nard and biey came to hang on friday.
they called.
so i postponed my trip to jb till yesterday.
*sighs.
a lot has changed.
nard,, aku syg kao. and i'll try my best to be there for you whenever you need someone.
okay ?
i really dont know what to say.
malam tuu lepaq ramai2.
nard,, biey,, eva,, arm and epy.
murni ss2 jd mangsa.
everyone gelak mcm org gila.
im glad we had fun,, guys.
im looking foward for more "fun' days like that one.
cewahhh. bru tdy ckap nak turn life around kann.
pfft.

aite.
im running out of stories to tell.

b,,
sy rndu awk mnyk3 !
cant wait to see you again.
really,, imy.
;'(

yet another day passed.

pergi paramore hari tuuu !
yeayy. 19102010. a date to remember.
tak sempat lagi nak membebel pasal paramore laa.
nty2 la ea.
but mmg best gile !

life's been okay.
okay kot.
tdy lepaq dgan zett.
sumpah imissyou laa pompuan.
esok dtg lagi eea. saket,, aku bg vitamin.
cnfrm baek ! bahaha.

smalam ade class kitchen.
(yess,, sbtu pon ade class)
from 0830 am till 1800 pm.
agak2 ? penat bhaiii.
masak chicken chop and nasi ayammm. ;)
TERmasin laa chicken sy.
haha. TER okay TER !
:p
1st time masok class kitchen.
macam celebrity.
gagaga. tak gne pny classmates !
semua tepok tgan mase aku masok.
chef dah blur dah. haha.
pictures dah upload dkat fb.

dgan acap still mcm tuu.
still ckap aku smbong lagi.
haihhhh. ntah la wey. aku dah penat and malas nak ckap ape2.

esok ade class pg. muiz ckap ade presentation.
shitman.
:(

meen : pfft. i dont even know where to begin.

currently dkat oldtown.
tgah tgu cik arm nie habes keje. another half an hour weyh.
awk lambat,, tggal ea. haha. dush2.

eka,, ble nak lepaq nie. bnyk nak story morry ! ngee. good luck for finals okay !
sinchan : sumpah rndu awk ! rndu myk3 ! ;)

acap.

kao dah laen dow.
laen sgt2.
kalao nak ekotkan,, dah brape kali aku terasa hati dgan kao.
but when i think of all the times we spent together,,
aku buat bodo je,, even saket hati.
aku still lepaq dgan kao.
kao ckap aku dah kerek.
but bro,, if only you know how much you mean to me.
and how i worship you in front of them.
aku rase dah distant dgan kao.
yess,, aku ade someone special now.
that doesnt mean we cant hang out mcm dulu.
mcm mane pon,, my friends comes 1st.
aku dah pernah ckap dah kann.
why cant u just be happy for me.
why cant you be happy when im happy.
sedey dow.
sedey sgt.
terkilan.
:'(

halloween month eh ?

hello octoberrrrr. ;)
moreover,, today's date : 101010.
happy bday ryry. =)
bile nak blanje aku ? mane hadiah aku ? haha.

so.
im currently in jB.
back for the weekend.
heading back to kL by noon today with sad.
rase mcm skejap je dkat cnie.
sehari je. =(
whattodo.
but weekend was great.

mama acted sooo differently.
tak mara pon aku tidik hidung.
siap teman beli stud baru lagiii. star shaped. =)
heeee.
she cooked laksa for me just now.
and pancake for breakfast.
tmorrow nak masak sambal udang plak katenye.
haihh. semua fav2 je nie.
weee-ierd !
ade udang disebalik sambal petai kahh ?
belikan crocs baruuu lagi.
perghhh.
haha.

i love you,, mama.
not because of all this.
i've always loved you.
and im loving you every single moment.
you're the best mother on earth.
eventhough gadowh sometimes.
you are still number 1 !
let them say what they want,,
i dont give a fuck.
you,, bro and kak juju are all that matter.
:)

shitt i have tons to tell.
but im soooooo sleepy.
and i guess it'll have to wait.
till then.