i miss.

i miss writing.
i miss singing.
i miss listening.
i miss seeing.
i miss dancing.
i miss breathing.
i miss watching.
i miss texting.
i miss blogging.
i miss strolling.
i miss reminiscing.
i miss remembering.
i simply miss me.

these past few days. i feel like i didnt have control over myself.
i feel like i did something simply because i had to do it.
i miss doing things i love,, willingly,, of course everything would be simpler.
i wish i could get away for a while. just a day or two.
being by myself.
no phones,, no computers.
nothing. so no one could reach me. so i could find myself there.

life seems so crowded. so suffocating.
i cant recall what breath-taking feels like anymore.
i dont remember when's the last time i tasted fresh air.
even though thats what i breath every morning.

this post may hurt a few people,, especially you arm.
you may think im trying to get away from you.
or im bored. or im hunting for something new.
but its not like that at all.
this is a 'me and myself' issue.
you did nothing wrong.
nonetheless you're the kindest person i've known.
i dont know how i'll ever thank you.
and i love you,, i really do.

i dont know whats wrong.
been thinking bout lotsa stuff lately.
i just hope it'll go away.