fivetwentyfour am.

and so its march.
fifth month of being together.
and she got me a flower. which i thought was so sweet.
and im very fond of it.thank you so much shayangg.

so heres the thing. believe me when i tell you this.
i hung out with meen the other day. well two weeks ago kot.
cant recall.
oh boy oh boy.
hahaa.
she's still the same.
she brought her friend and soon-to-be gf at that time.
(now already declared)
geez. tgok fb kao pon mcm menggelab dow.
i mean,, come on.
kao baru couple dgan dy,, but status stock nak mcm dah couple 5 tahon laa plak.
hadoiii.

and she texted me today,, just to tell me that she was hit by a car.
goddamnit. is that really necessary ?
apesal tak mngadu dkat awek kao je.
idk laa meen.
i dont think we should be friends.
i dont think we could be friends.
its not that im jelous or anything.
maybe you've hurt me so bad.
that the scar still remains.
the pain ive tried so hard to get rid off,,
comes back.
I AM NOT GOING THRU IT AGAIN !

maybe you should just disappear from my life.
i mean,,
ive got arm now. and she's so good to me.
i'd be stupid to let her go.
and i dont want to lose her.
because i love her.
so i just hope that you'll eventually fade away.

muffin called the other day.
the old feeling triggered.
but i think im good.
haha.

hung out with boo the other day.
so much fun.
was out of 'ka-ching' so she paid for everything.
sorry ea boo. next time its on me pulak. =)
bley plak tsempak dgan myra kann. pfft.
pnjg plak umo minah tu kann. HAHA.
imy.

sainatul.
sy sygg awk mnyk2.
even kite gado kadang2,,
or maybe selalu,,
sy tak pernah terlintas nak break or tinggalkan awk.
i hope we'll last.
ILOVEYOU.

MAMA,, IMISSYOU !
and im working on my essay,, about you for my english assgnment.
i'll post it here when its done !
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