time to burn.

oh my oh my oh my !

where do i start. fuhhhhhhhhh. *deep breath*

lemme quote first,,

" your misery is my happiness " - yours truly.

ooookkkaaayyyyyy. here we go.

so i stalked her page.

meen's. using my bro's account. (since i've blocked her)

idk,, i just got the inkling to stalk tonight. pfft.

first off,, lemme make things clear.

some of u guys yg baca nie maybe akan terfikir,,

"farah nie terok lah. asal dy tak move on move on lagi ?"

"kenape msty suka bila tgok org laen sedih." "kenapa nak stalk ex yg dah lama break"

"kalao dah block,, kenapa nak amek tao lagi ?" "kenapa nak jaga tepi kain org ?"

okay,, jawapan utk semua persoalan korg :

i have all the fuckin' right to be angry and mad at her.

after all i gave up.

brape liter alcohol aku teguk sbb dy.

brape bnyk ganja aku dah amek sbb dy.

brape bnyk rokok aku dah hisap sampai sakit dada.

brape bnyk kesan toreh dkat tangan sbb dy !

and future aku yg dah musnah sbb dy,, aku quit uitm sbb dy !

kalao tak dah kerja by now dgan diploma tu !

wasted two fucking years of my life living in lies just to be betrayed in the end.

so yess,, i have ALL THE FUCKIN' RIGHTS to be mad at her forever.

so,, bukak page dy tdy.

i was stunned.

dy dah break dgan gf dy ?!

appearently,, that girl left her for someone else.

and all her updated status was about how she's hurting,, how she could turn back time. and bla bla bla.

ex :

Syark Pkimak Sial

Oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck

Die dah jatuh jati kat org Lain

Oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck

Sumpah sakit nye hati aku

Sedih nye aku skang nih

Cepat nye die jumpe org Lain.

Fuck fuck fuck fuck

Aku xLeh handLe nih smua.

Mmg aku nk die happy

Tp.........

Oh fuck skt nye hati aku!!!!!!!!!!

huhhhhh.

i wish she'd read this : RASE LAH ! its your fuckin' turn.

theres one status she wrote bout why her ex's always took so lil time to move on and find a new one.

the question is how can you do that to some of ur ex's without even realizing it !

AAHHHH ! aku benci kao sampai mati !

perlu ke wey,, kao dah single,, kao nak buat list of you dreamgirl ?

ini di copy okay.

1. Lawa, hot, chun, chanteq dr ex2 aku sbeLum nih

2. Hati nya baik xterkata (aku dgiL pun die xkn marah sgt kat aku)

3. Jiwa innocent (so aku bLeyh ajar die cara aku coupLe cmner)

4. Setia xhabis2 (nk pandang penk Lain pun xkn ade sLera)

5. Sentiasa sggup bkorban dmi aku (sggup dtg jumpe aku dr jaoh)

6. Penting kn aku dr kwn2 die (mase diorg Lepak rmai2 pun die akan sentiasa SMS aku)

7. Sggup jujur & ikhLas dgn aku pasaL ape2 je (hari2 die akan bgtau aku pasaL ape jd dLm hidup die, xkira penting ke x die akan crite gak)

8. Reti buat suara manja yg bLeyh buat aku cair giLa (die kene buat dgn aku sorg je!)

9. Memahami situasi aku (cbe phm prob2 aku yg aku kene hadap)

10. Xkn berkira pasaL duit dgn aku (sbb aku mmg xkn bkira pasaL duit dgn coupLe aku)

11. Dengar ckp (aku Larang ape2 pun, die mesti ikut ckp aku, mLain kn die ade sbb yg munasabah)

12. Bukan jnis yg suke m'gataL (so that aku xkn ragu2 nk bawak die jumpe & knaL2 dgn geng2 aku)

13. xde pLan utk bkahwin Lgsung dgn Laki

14. Bukan bisex, xpnah coupLe dgn Laki, xpnah jd Lessy

15. KaLau aku xde, die akan jarang kLua g memane

16. KaLau die kLua pun, die xkn pkai sexy2

17. Sggup brumahtangga dgn aku, stay satu rumah ape sme

18. Umur Lingkungan 18-23

19. Sudi share sgaLa masaLah die dgn aku

20. Sggup hadap aku & bersabar biLa aku tgh bad mood giLe babi

KaLu korg knaL ade sesape yg AT LEAST ade 15 ciri2 drpd List atas nih pun dah ckup bgus Lah...siLa knaL kn kat sy yer...huhu

urghhhh. perlu ke dohh ?

kao ingt tak mcm mane kao buat aku dulu ?

luka dkat dalam hati kao tao tak !

aku sygg kao gila babi,, korban sume bnd.

and what did you do. went behind my back and fuck that bitch.

so now,, aku nak tny. sakit tak kne tinggal ?

sakit tak kena maen ? sakit tak bila kao tao dy ada org laen ?

sakit tak sygg dy selama nie.

tu pon kao couple dgan dy like what ? 5-6 bulan ?

fuck,, i was with you for two fuckin years.

bila aku sembahyang,, aku doa supaya hati aku tak busuk. tak sakit hati dgan kebahgiaan org laen,, tak bahagia dgan kedukaan org laen.

tapi tak boleh dgan kao.

maybe sbb sakit sgt dulu smp aku takkan maafkan kao sampai aku mati.

forgiving bukan bnd yang senang. tak semua org boleh buat.

hny org yang hati ikhlas and mulia je mampu.

aku belum dikurniakan keikhlasan tu lagi.

so im sorry. im sorry i cant forgive you.

and how i want you to know,,

my life turned 360 degrees after we broke up.

i've got arm and she's a million times better lover than you.

what i love most about her is the influence she brought into my life.

ikhlasnya dy dgan aku nampak gila smp mama boleh terima dy.

and they get along GREAT !

i love her and she loves me.

kao takkan dapat semua nie. kao takkan happy mcm aku skrg nie.

i believe in karma and i always will.

aku kejam ? aku terlalu sadis ? aku jahat ?

go ahead say it.

I DONT GIVE A FUCK.

i'll go to sleep with satisfaction tonight. =)