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Thursday, April 29, 2010

tinggal kenangan.

speaking of which.
just talked to u on the fone.

dont u think that its wierd,,
we are still connected in some ways.
as if u know that im thinking bout u.
and u called.

there were a lot of silence kann ?
obvously not like last time.
haha.

"i just want to listen to ur voice kejap"

sumpah rase nak nangis !

idk laa.
i feel so weak.

you are the only one who can hurt me this bad.
u know that.

so thxx lahh.
thank you for the tears !

*sighs.

she'll be back.

fuck lahh !
what the heck is wrong with me !

faaaraaaahhhhh !
dy da bwat kao mcm tu pon kao nak cair dkat dy lagiii ?
its not worthit okayy !

damn it laa.
i thought yeah,, maybe we can be friends.
dah lame kott. xkan x ready2 lagii.

but everytime we speak on the phone,,
all those memories ive tried so had to get rid off
comes haunting back.

and fuck yess,, i miss her.

and now,, i just dont know what to do anymore.
i somehow still want you in my life.

its stupid,, i know.

maybe its best that we dont contact each other.
for the time being.
until im strong enough.

you didnt contact me today.
i wish you did.

but im glad you didnt.

STOP FUCKING WITH MY HEAD LAHHHH !

Monday, April 19, 2010

choose farah choose !

okayyyy.
i opened my mailbox today,,
and guess what i found.
an offer letter from unisel.
pfft.


" sekalung tahniah di atas kejayaan anda. sukacita dimaklumkananda ditawarkan tempat untuk mengikuti pengajiandi universiti industri selangor bagi pengambilan mei 2010. "


WHOAAA !
a year for foundation in TESL.

TESL tuuu.
ive always wanted to take tesl.
in fact i was suppose to take tesl with my friend,, hanie,,
before i got offered studying in uitm.
she's in unisel. taking tesl. dah degree kot.


sgt confuse okayyy.

but im so super excited for culinary tuh !
dah berkobar2,, then dpat offer nie plak.


teaching ?
cooking ?

wahahaha !
mane 1 nie !!!

mama said to go for tesl.

somehow im not feeling confident enough for it.
english dah laa berterabor cmnie.
but thats the point of taking it right ?
to learnnn ?

im really into culinary tu.
but when i think about the future,,i'll be more stable taking tesl.


haih.
registration day will be on the 26th of may.
bestari jaya,, selangor.
hulu mane ntah,, xtao laa.

eeee. mcm mane nie !
serabott !need to think deep bout it.
real deep.

Sunday, April 18, 2010

blogging 4 am in the mornin'.

heyyy blog.
;D

its about time that i update you.
dont really know what to write if its not about her.
but ade laa org tu ckap,,
just write down whatever that pops in mind.
and since im so darn bored,,
and got nothing else to do.
pfft.

so,, first off !

gonna start studying again soon.
and i can officially lable myself as a student again.
LOL.
uintar in kelana jaya !
hell yeahhhhhh !
goodbye jB,, hello kJ !

klana jaya is practically in the middle of subang and pJ.
and that fact my dear,, makes me the happiest girl on earth !
subang.subang.subang.
ohh subang jaya terchenta !
;D
xbley bla.

i fuckin' miss :

>SUNWAY !
>ninnah kamilah asmoni.
>nasi lemak depan sekolah.
>asia caFe. poooooolllll !
>subway,,carl's jr and wendy's.
(no fuckin way ure gonna find yhose in jB)
>rezal hamid. shamm,,aku x rindu kao sbb kao slalu je mnyemak kat jB nie ha. ;P
>nawal nadia azimuddin.
>basketball. cnfrim dah karat kalao maen.
>honey,,sha,,aJ,,mia.
>nadzrul and hazree.
>HANA HIZAM !!! gotta see u again.
>aaron tan yg dah murtad sbb pindah klang.

and the list goes on and on.
i pretty much miss EVERYTHING.

so where were we.
ah yesss.
unitarrr.
university tun abdul razak.
culinaryyyyyyyy.
haha.
damn excited !

chef farahhh~~~.
cewahhh.
;D ;D ;D
i strongly believe i've found my passion.

some may question.
why culinary.
why the heck not.
watch me.

and then there's....

PITBULL LIVE IN MSIA !
OMGGG !
genting,, 15th of may !
am soooo going !

apsal laa overexcited nie.
bodo gile.
hah.

lemme see.
what else pops in mind.

haha.
nothin.
LMFAO !
the brain is definitely jammed.
pfft.

aite2.
nak keluar beli rokok sbb sngap gile.
hee.


Wednesday, April 7, 2010

time.

honestly,,
i really did loved you.
honestly,,
what we had was all true.
honestly,,
i know that i've hurt you too.

truthfully,,
for a while i did go crazy.
truthfully,,
i hope that you are happy.
truthfully,,
knowing you,, i do feel lucky.

frankly,,
i knew we could never last.
frankly,,
two years did seem so fast.
frankly,,
i accepted that it was just the past.

recently,,
i thought about you plenty.
recently,,
i woke up from my fantasy.
recently,,
i thought about maybe.

maybe,,
you and i could be friends.
maybe,,
we can start to hang again.
maybe,,
everything would be like back then.

however,,
would it be possible ?
however,,
am i sure i wont feel miserable ?
however,,
is it gonna be just another ripple ?

moreover,,
i need to make sure that im okay.
moreover,,
past is past and that's where it should stay.
moreover,,
there is nothing more that i can say.

furthermore,,
i think im over everything.
furthermore,,
thinking about you,, my mood doesnt swing.
furthermore,,
i've found someone who can make my heart sing.

lastly,,
i wanna say thank you.
lastly,,
i wanna say that i miss you.
lastly,,
i hope that you think of me too.

forevermore,,
you are someone i'll never forget.
forevermore,,
you are someone i wont regret.
forevermore,,
you'll be the reason my tears were shed.