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Sunday, June 27, 2010


had a dream about you recently.
fuck,, imissyouu.
i miss us.


why lahh weyyyy.
rase laen mcm je nie.
serabot pon ye jgak.
damnit laaaaaa !

rase nak mencharot2.
nak tumbok org.
nak headbanging.
mnom smp mabok.
joint smp high.
smoke smp lebam.

fed up lah !
but esokk,, put on a smile again and pretend everything's okay.

Saturday, June 26, 2010

yaww peeps,, i heart ya'll !

ninnah kamilah bt asmoni,,
you are the best friend anyone could ever wish for.
you were always there for me,,by my side
in sunshine,, in rain.
and i want you to know that i love youu.
bfff forever aite babe.
and i wish that i could be there for u as well.

and as for the rest,,
sham,, acap,, rezal,, famie,, iz,, mer,, eka,, bell,, safwan,, muiz,, and rasyid.
thank youu for everything.
when the world feels like its gonna end for me;
when the walls are closing on me;

these are the people that always have my back.
i love you all !
muah muah muahhhh !

Saturday, June 12, 2010

updates,, updates,, updates !

okayy. dah mula bnyk assignments.
bukan bnyk lagi,,
bertimbun !

but as always lahh.

as long as its not till the very last minute,,
takkan buat punye.
haha. statement bodo.

so this past week,, i learnt leaving alone.
well,, not exactly alone.
nina,,naan and zatie came for sleepovers.

so,, daily routine :
lepaq smp pagi,, tdo smp ptg,, then lepaq again.

tapi mcm2 ow kitorg buat.
the most spontanious,, ridiculous stuff id never thought i'd do.

went to genting at 12 am.
shisha at andalus (the best,,beb ! ).
bukit ampang.
movie with nana,,t, then nina.
karaoke smp hilang suara.
watch sunrise with acap (dkat mamak) haha. coz tgu rezal and nina. (siot je korg)
ahaa,, the of course laa pool,, foosball and maple.
club xde langsong ea.
ive been gooooood. ;P

as for classes,, everything is running smoothly.
everything turned out okay for me.
clicked with most dudes in class.
(yg bajet2 tuu,,sorry la ea,, aku tak ske korg)
besties with muiz,,rasyid and syahrul.

ape lg ea.
as for mama,,
haha. tak payah citer laaa.
tak gadow sehari,, tak sah !

so thats about it lah.
damn sleepy.
so,, assignments,, you're gonna have to wait.

gnite !

goodbye my lover.

my dearest dawun,,
its been 4 months,, 1 week,,and 1 day (as in 31st may)
since we broke up.
and between those sad,, frustrating depressing duration,,
we havent really been 100 % saperated.

u'll contact me every now and then.and i'll do the same.
and honest to god,,
i am not fully over you sygg.
but i dont think it'll work out anymore.
and i know i once said i'll wait for you.

you yourself said u want me to move on.
i've tried.and im still trying.
someone new comes along.
she had always been there for me.
and although i cant seem to have her heart,,
but for now she has mine.
i love her.

but when you pop out every now and then,,
i get confused all over again.
and i dont know why.
i cant seem to find the strength to say no to you.

darling dawun,,
we've tried to be just friends.
but we still argue.i dont argue with my friends.
i know that you care for me,, and same goes with me,,honey.

but i need to move on.
i wish that you could help me with that.
the last time we argued,,
you said for me not to contact you for one whole month.
what does that makes me ?
have you ever thought of my feelings when you quote that ?

dear,, i am not just a bootycall.
i am not your doormat.
i refuse let you treat me that way.
so please.

you wanna be hot and cold to everyone else,, fine.
you have your crazy moodswings,, fine.
you get distracted by emotions easily,, fine.
but dont treat me like this.
please,, for all time sake.

ive deleted your number several times so that i wont find a way to contact you.
yess,, i'll cry evry now and then,, but i'll be fine.

now,,when you pop out once in a while,,
history will repeat itself.i dont think i can go through it all over again.
i'd rather keep you in my memory as my dear loving dawun.

so if there's still a tiny bit of love in your heart for me,,please.
leave me alone.
dont try to find me anymore.
we're better off this way.
let me go,,sweetheart.
help me let you go as well.

i wish you all the happiness and success in the world.