hazelnut white coffee.

yet another day at oldtown.
with my slut,, rasyid.

"babi ! " katanye.
haha.

lately nie sy happy je.
knape ea ?
sbb assignment bagos kot.
haha.

"assgnment laa sgt" kate rasyid.
ye la hoi !
assgnment laa !
which reminds me.
loads to do.
logging off.
;)

one of the best day !

hoho.
i pierced my nose today.
yeaa. i finally did !
;D lovin it !
saket tu tak laa sgt.
but keluar jgak laa air mate tdy kann.
alaa,, sbb awek tuu spray bndealah tu masok mate.
haha. ;p

classes had been good so far.
lect ckap our group pny assgnment je yg dy puas hati.
pergh,, bangga la sial !
considering i was the one who did it !
haha.

nak ckap ape lagi kann. senyum je la.
haha.

;D

bongok !

presently hanging at oldtown with my bitch,, muiz !
=)
supposed to do our assignment,,
but blogging instead. ;D

muiz gile !
farah comel !
rasyid gile !
muiz handsome !
rasyid pelacur omputeh celup !
smalam best ~ !
best gile !
takde keje la weyh !
dah laa weyhhhh ~ !
i love muiz !
muiz stoned !

back to life. =)

okayy.
am going back to kl tomorrow.
well,, today,, technically.
well,, in a few hours to be exact.
haha.

along with sad and his annoying yet cool bro.
haha.
riding in cars with boys like drew berrymore laa konon ?
:p

if we reach kl in time,,
we should be attendidng atiqah's open house.
at 8pm.

then later that night,,
later tonight that is.
i would love to meet up with
miss zettira farhanna.
;D
bnyk hutang nak dibayar. kan yanggggg ! :D
haha. tak bley blahhhh.
she ym-ed me just now.
merepek ntah hape2.
but yeahh,, i laughed my head off.
hee.

so thats about it.
since idk when imma come back to jb,,
or when imma update my blog.
till then.

shinchan : sy syg awk and im always missing you.
boo : you know. imy ! take care,, whatever you do,,okay ?

xoxo.

pure morning.

got myself a five hour sleep.
JOY !
seriously,, im quite worried.
not sleeping for days,, and when i sleep,,
its only for a few hours.
my body gets tired.
exhausted,, drained out.
but i cant seem to be getting enough sleep.
something is definitely bothering me.
i just dont know what it is.
sheesh.

so,,
as i was just trying to shut my eyes in the afternoon,,
yulie called.
nak dtg beraya.
heh.
so yeah,, she and dilla came,,
along with another couple,,
i cant remember their names.
it was fun.

boy,, cant wait to get back to subang !
damnnnn.
so many plans had to be canceled.
:(

this is like the first time in sooo long that i feel
excited and cant wait for class to start again.
haha.
really. cant wait ! the kitchen should be ready,,
therefore basic cookery class should be starting.
weeeee. ;D

so.
today's topic :
i feel like nagging bout relationship status.
haha. yeahhh. JACKPOT !
:D

well,, frankly.
what is it not to love bout being single ?
you're free,,
nobody control's you.
no commitment.
you can flirt around all you want ! haha.
honestly. i am comfortable being where i am right now.
relationship wise.

but i gotta admit.
i do miss being committed at times.
being loyal.
loving and being loved by only one.
the one. *sighs.

i guess its true,,
once you're burned,, you're not the same.
that was me then.
loyal and committed.
but she fucked me up,,
and i guess i just lost it.
i want to be the old me again.
:(

now im like having this irrational fear of being committed.
in other word,, phobia.
its definitely hard for me to trust again.
a few people came into my life after her.
touched my heart i gotta admit.
but idk.
why is it not working ?
its not them,, i know.
its me.
issues with myself.

fuck it !
i wanna try everything all over again.
i wish my heart would just mend.
i wish that moving on is as simple as abc for me.
but noooo. i had to be sooo hung up on her.
pfft.
i want to take things seriously again.
i mean,, ive been fooling around a lot lately.
not taking things seriously.
everything !
joking bout stuff. even serious stuff.
sheesh.

maybe i'll just try ?
try to trust.
try relationship.
ive got nothing to lose anyway.
hit the hard bottom,, and you've got nothing to lose.
trust me.